ADD Help
1		Chapter 11 Time Management: Learning to Use a Day Planner	National Resource Center on ADHD
2		Chapter 12 A Guide to Organizing the Home and Office	National Resource Center on ADHD
3		Chapter 13 Social Skills in Adults with AD/HD	National Resource Center on ADHD
4		ADHD: A Clinical Guide to Diagnosis and Treatment for Health and Mental Health Professionals Third Edition	Larry B. Silverman, M. D.
5		A Guide to the Treatment of Adults With ADHD	Margaret D. Weiss, M.D., Ph.D., and Jacqueline R. Weiss, M.D.
6		ENCYCLOPEDIA OF ATTENTION DEFICIT HYPERACTIVITY DISORDERS	Evelyn Kelly
7		Attention Deficit Disorder The Unfocused Mind in Children and Adults	Thomas E. Brown, Ph.D.
8		THE ADD & ADHD Answer Book	SUSAN ASHLEY, PHD
9		Attention Deficit / Hyperactivity Disorder A Multidisciplinary Approach	Henryk Holowenko
10		ADHD IN ADULTS WHAT THE SCIENCE SAYS	Russell A. Barkley Kevin R. Murphy Mariellen Fischer
11		Attention Deficit Disorder Practical Coping Mechanisms Second Edition	Edited by Barbara C. Fisher, Ph.D.
12		Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder Concepts, Controversies, New Directions	Edited by Keith McBurnett, Linda Pfiffner
13		Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder Handbook A Physician’s Guide to ADHD	J. Gordon Millichap
14		Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder	Jeremy Peirce, Ph.D. Series Editor Christine Collins, Ph.D. Foreword by Pat Levitt, Ph.D.
15		Clinicians’ Guide To Adult ADHD Assessment and Intervention	Sam Goldstein, Anne Teeter Ellison
16		Attention-Deficit Third Edition Hyperactivity Disorder A HANDBOOK FOR DIAGNOSIS AND TREATMENT	RUSSELL A. BARKLEY
17		Dyslogic Syndrome Why Millions of Kids are “Hyper,” Attention-Disordered, Learning Disabled, Depressed, Aggressive, Defiant, or Violent – and What We Can Do About It	Bernard Rimland
18		HANDBOOK OF Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder	Edited by MICHAEL FITZGERALD, MARK BELLGROVE and MICHAEL GILL
19		The Attentive Brain	edited by Raja Parasuraman
20		the learning brain lessons for education	Sarah-Jayne Blakemore and Uta Frith
21		Treating ADHD and Comorbid Disorders Psychosocial and Psychopharmacological Interventions	Steven R. Pliszka
22		WHAT CAUSES ADHD? Understanding What Goes Wrong and Why	JOEL T. NIGG
23		ATTENTION DEFICIT HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER From Genes to Patients	DAVID GOZAL, MD, and DENNIS L. MOLFESE, PhD
24		Battling Disorganization	REPRINTED FROM THE AUGUST/SEPTEMBER 2004 ISSUE OF ADDITUDE MAGAZINE
25		Applied Neuropsychology of Attention	Edited by Michel Leclercq and Peter Zimmermann

	Fiction Collections
1		Artemis Fowl - The Artemis Fowl Files	Eoin Colfer
2		Artemis Fowl 1 - Artemis Fowl	Eoin Colfer
3		Artemis Fowl 2 - The Arctic Incident	Eoin Colfer
4		Artemis Fowl 3 - the Eternity Code	Eoin Colfer
5		Artemis Fowl 4 - The Opal Deception	Eoin Colfer
6		Artemis Fowl 5 - The Lost Colony	Eoin Colfer
7		Artemis Fowl 6 - Time Paradox	Eoin Colfer
8		Artemis Fowl 7 - The Atlantis Complex	Eoin Colfer
9		Down and Out in the Magic Kingdom	Cory Doctorow
10		Eastern Standard Tribe	Cory Doctorow
11		Little Brother	Cory Doctorow
12		Makers	Cory Doctorow
13		Someone Comes to Town, Someone Leaves Town	Cory Doctorow
14		Fast Times at Fairmont High	Cory Doctorow
15		Dexter 1 - Darkly Dreaming Dexter	Jeff Lindsay
16		Dexter 2 - Dearly Devoted Dexter	Jeff Lindsay
17		Dexter 3 - Dexter in the Dark	Jeff Lindsay
18		Dexter 4 - Dexter by Design	Jeff Lindsay
19		His Dark Materials 1 - The Golden Compass	Philip Pullman
20		His Dark Materials 2 - The Subtle Knife	Philip Pullman
21		His Dark Materaisl 3 - The Amber Spyglass	Philip Pullman
22		Blue Bloods Series 1 - Blue Bloods	Melissa De La Cruz
23		Blue Bloods Series 2 - Masquerade	Melissa De La Cruz
24		Blue Bloods Series 3 - Revelation	Melissa De La Cruz
25		Blue Bloods Series 4 - The Van Alen Legacy	Melissa De La Cruz
26		Pages From A Journal	Neil Gaiman
27		Cinnamon	Neil Gaiman
28		Eaten	Neil Gaiman
29		Books Have Sexes	Neil Gaiman
30		Major Arcana from the Vampire Tarot	Neil Gaiman
31		Feeders and Eaters	Neil Gaiman
32		Tales in the Sand	Neil Gaiman
33		A Study in Emerald	Neil Gaiman
34		The Witch's Headstone	Neil Gaiman
35		Goliath	Neil Gaiman
36		Murder Mysteries	Neil Gaiman
37		Stardust	Neil Gaiman
38		Coraline	Neil Gaiman
39		Dream Hunter	Neil Gaiman
40		Good Omens	Neil Gaiman
41		Sandman	Neil Gaiman
42		Anansi Boys	Neil Gaiman
43		American Gods	Neil Gaiman
44		Don't Panic	Neil Gaiman
45		The Graveyard Book	Neil Gaiman
46		Neverwhere	Neil Gaiman
47		Nessun Dove	Neil Gaiman
48		Smoke and Mirrors	Neil Gaiman
49		Book of Dreams	Neil Gaiman
50		Fragile Things	Neil Gaiman
51		M is for Magic	Neil Gaiman
52		Night Watch Series 1 - Night Watch	Sergei Lukyanenko
53		Night Watch Series 2 - Day Watch	Sergei Lukyanenko
54		Night Watch Series 3 - Twilight Watch	Sergei Lukyanenko
55		Night Watch Series 4 - The Last Watch	Sergei Lukyanenko
56		The Zahir	Paulo Coelho
57		Eleven Minutes	Paulo Coelho
58		The Pilgrimage	Paulo Coelho
59		The Witch of Portobello	Paulo Coelho
60		The Devil and Miss Prym	Paulo Coelho
61		By The River Piedra I Sat Down And Wept	Paulo Coelho
62		The Alchemist	Paulo Coelho
63		Brida	Paulo Coelho
64		The Manual of the Warrior of Light	Paulo Coelho
65		Saga of Seven Suns 1 - Hidden Empire	Kevin J. Anderson
66		Saga of Seven Suns 2 - A Forest of Stars	Kevin J. Anderson
67		Saga of Seven Suns 3 - Horizon Storms	Kevin J. Anderson
68		Saga of Seven Suns 4 - Scattered Suns	Kevin J. Anderson
69		Saga of Seven Suns 5 - Of Fire and Night	Kevin J. Anderson
70		Saga of Seven Suns 6 - Metal Swarm	Kevin J. Anderson
71		Saga of Seven Suns 7 - The Ashes of the Worlds	Kevin J. Anderson
72		Shopaholic 1 - Confessions of a Shopaholic	Sophie Kinsella
73		Shopaholic 2 - Shopaholic Takes Manhattan	Sophie Kinsella
74		Shopaholic 3 - Shopaholic Ties the Knot	Sophie Kinsella
75		Shopaholic 4 - Shopaholic and Sister	Sophie Kinsella
76		Shopaholic 5 - Shopaholic and Baby	Sophie Kinsella
77		Shopaholic 6 - Mini Shopaholic	Sophie Kinsella
78		Demonata 1 - Lord Loss	Darren Shan
79		Demonata 2 - Demon Thief	Darren Shan
80		Demonata 3 - Slawter	Darren Shan
81		Demonata 4 - Bec	Darren Shan
82		Demonata 5 - Blood Beast	Darren Shan
83		Demonata 6 - Demon Apocalypse	Darren Shan
84		Demonata 7 - Death's Shadow	Darren Shan
85		Demonata 8 - Wolf Island	Darren Shan
86		Demonata 9 - Dark Calling	Darren Shan
87		Demonata 10	Darren Shan
88		The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle	Haruki Murakami
89		Three German Fantasies	Haruki Murakami
90		Norwegian Wood	Haruki Murakami
91		Dance Dance Dance	Haruki Murakami
92		South of the Border, West of the Sun	Haruki Murakami
93		Sputnik Sweetheart	Haruki Murakami

	Japanese Guide
1		Remembering the Kanji 1	James W. Heisig
2		Remembering the Kanji 2	James W. Heisig
3		Remembering the Kanji 3	James W. Heisig
4		A Japanese Guide to Japanese Grammar	Tae Kim
5		light novel - Bakemonogatari volume 1
6		light novel - Bakemonogatari volume 2
7		light novel - Kizumonogatari
8		light novel - Nisemonogatari volume 1
9		light novel - Nisemonogatari volume 2

	Math Crap
1		geom files (web pages and text files rar archive)
2		Geometry Demystified	Stan Gibilisco
3		How to Solve It: A New Aspect of Mathematical Method	G. Polya
4		Conditional and Preferential Logics: Proof Methods and Theorem Proving	Gian Luca Pozzato
5		Algorithms and Computation in Mathematics volume 10	Editors Arjeh M. Cohen Henri Cohen David Eisenbud Michael F. Singer Bernd Sturmfels
6		Dr. Math Introduces Geometry	The Math Forum Drexel University
7		Geometry - Concepts and Applications	Glencoe / McGraw-Hill
8		How to Read and Do Proofs (djvu)	Solow

	Navy Electronics Traning Series
1		Module 1 - Matter Energy and DC
2		Module 2 - AC and Tranformers
3		Module 3 - Circuit Protection Control and Measurement
4		Module 4 - Conductors Wiring and Schematic Reading
5		Module 5 - Generators and Motors
6		Module 6 - Electronic Emission Tubes and Power Supply
7		Module 7 - Solid-State Devices and Power Supplies
8		Module 8 - Amplifiers
9		Module 9 - Wave-Generation and Wave-Shaping Circuits
10		Module 10 - Wave Propagation Transmission Lines and Antennas
11		Module 11 - Microwave Principles
12		Module 12 - Modulation Principles
13		Module 13 - Number Systems and Logic Circuits
14		Module 14 - Microelectronics
15		Module 15 - Principles of Syncros Servos and Gyros
16		Module 16 - Test Equipment
17		Module 17 - Radio Frequency Communications Principles
18		Module 18 - Radar Principles
19		Module 19 - The Technicians Handbook
20		Module 20 - Master Glossary
21		Module 21 - Test Methods and Practices
22		Module 22 - Digital Computers
23		Module 23 - Magnetic Recording
24		Module 24 - Fiber Optics

	Nursing
1		Medical Surgical Nursing
2		Textbook of Medical - Surgical Nursing	Brunner and Suddarth
3		Understanding Medical Surgical Nursing	Linda S. Williams, Paula D. Hopper
4		Medical Surgical Nursing Demystified	Mary DiGiulio, RN, MSN, APRN Donna Jackson, RN, MSN, APRN Jim Keogh

	Other Stuff
1		Survival+ : Structuring for Yourself and the Nation	Charles Hugh Smith
2		Save Your Brain: 5 Things You Must Do To Keep Your Mind Young and Sharp	Paul David Nussbaum, Ph. D.
3		Your Brain at Work : Strategies for Overcoming Distraction, Regaining Focus, and Working Smarter All Day Long (epub)	David Rock
4		Clinical Guide to Nutrition and Dietary Supplements in Disease Management	Jennifer Jamison
5		The Grouchy Grammarian	Thomas Parrish
6		How to Pass Selection Tests: Essential Preparation for Numerical, Verbal, Clerical, and IT Tests 4th Edition	Mike Bryon and Sanjay Modha
7		Death by Deception: Advanced Improvised Booby Traps	Jo Jo Gonzales
8		World War II Axis Booby Traps and Sabotage Tactics	Gordon L. Rottman
9		The Laptop Repair Workbook: An Introduction to Troubleshooting and Repairing Laptop Computers	Morris Rosenthal
10		Steal This Book	Abbie Hoffman
11		The Elements of Style 4th Edition	William Strunk Jr. and E. B. White
12		Ubuntu Pocket Guide and Reference: A Concise Companion for Day-to-Day Ubuntu Use	Keir Thomas
13		Queen Seon Deok Episode 61 English Subtitles (srt)	In The Heavens Subbing Squad
14		Queen Seon Deok Episode 62 English Subtitles (srt)	In The Heavens Subbing Squad
15		Calculus Refresher, version 2008.4	Paul Garrett
17		Electronic Devices	Thomas L. Floyd
18		Fundamentals of Physics Extended, 8th Edition	David Halliday, Robert Resnick, Jearl Walker

	Random Fiction
1		Sleeping Beauty 2 - Beauty's Punishment	Anne Rice
2		Sleeping Beauty 3 - Beauty's Release	Anne Rice
3		Interview with a Vampire	Anne Rice
4		A Clockwork Orange	Anthony Burgess
5		Atlas Shrugged	Ayn Rand
6		Fountainhead	Ayn Rand
7		Perdido Street Station	China Mieville
8		Cryptonomicon	Neal Stephenson
9		Snow Crash	Neal Stephenson
10		[01] Foundation	Isaac Asimov
11		[02] Second Foundation	Isaac Asimov
12		[03] Foundation and Empire	Isaac Asimov
13		Sophie's World	Jostien Gaarder
14		Love in the Time of Cholera	Gabriel Garcia Marquez
15		The Sparrow	Mary Doria Russell
16		A Scanner Darkly	Philip K. Dick
17		Stranger in a Strange Land	Robert A. Heinlein
18		Solaris	Stanislaw Lem
19		Grass	Sheri S. Tepper
20		A Fire Upon Deep	Vernor Vinge
21		Pattern Recognition	William Gibson
22		The Little Prince	Antoine de Saint Exupéry

	Self-Help
		Who Moved My Cheese?	Spencer Johnson, M. D.
1		Art of War	Sun Tzu
2		Speed Reading Monster Course
3		Getting Things Done: The Art of Stress-Free Productivity	David Allen
4		How to Win Friends and Influence People	Dale Carnegie
5		The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People	Stephen Covey
6		A Truthful Heart: Buddhist Practices for Connecting with Others	Jeffrey Hopkins
7		The Power of Now	Eckhart Tolle
8		A New Earth	Eckhart Tolle
9		How to Talk so People Listen: The Real Key to Job Success	Sonya Hamlin
10		Managing Thought	Mary J. Lore
11		Goals! : How To Get Everything You Want - Faster Than You Ever Thought Possible	Brian Tracy
12		The Sunday Times Develop Your Assertiveness 2nd Edition	Sue Bishop
13		Abstract Hacktivism: The Making of a Hacker Culture	Otto Von Busch and Karl Palmas
14		Personal Development for Smart People	Steve Pavlina
15		Psycho-Cybernetics	Maxwell Maltz
16		The Science of Influence: How to get anyone to say yes!	Kevin Hogan
17		Awaken the Writer Within 3rd Edition	Cathy Birch
18		Critical Thinking for Students: Learn the Skills of Critical Assessment and Effective Argument 3rd Edition	Roy van den Brink-Budgen
19		The New Secrets of Charisma : How to Discover and Unleash Your Hidden Powers Revised Edition (chm)	Doe Lang
20		How to Start a Conversation and Make Friends	Don Gabor
21		Mind Tools (web pages rar archive)

	Coedz
		Think Python: How to Think Like a Computer Scientist version 1.1.19	Allen Downey
1		Practical Programming: An Introduction to Computer Science Using Python	Jennifer Campbell, Paul Gries, Jason Montojo and Greg Wilson
2		C Programming for the Absolute Beginner 2nd edition	Michael Vine
3		C Programming in Linux	David Haskins
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	Employment
		2500 Keywords to Get You Hired	Jay A. Block
1		Be Prepared! Getting Ready For Job Interviews	Julie - Ann Amos
2		Fearless Interviewing: How to Win the Job by Communicating with Confidence	Marky Stein
3		Get Hired in a Tough Market: Insider Secrets to Find and Land the Job You Need Now	Alan De Back
4		How Would You Move Mount Fuji? Microsoft's Cult of the Puzzle	William Poundstone
5		How People Tick: A Guide to Over 50 Types of Difficult People and How to Deal With Them 2nd Edition	Mike Liebling
6		Disaster Proof Your Career: Tactics to Survive, Thrive and Keep Ahead in the Workplace	Patrick Forsyth
7		The Image of Success: Make a Great Impression and Land the Job You Want	Lizandra Vega
8		A Survival Guide for Working With Bad Bosses: Dealing with Bullies, Idiots, Back-stabbers and Othe Managers From Hell	Gini Graham Scott, Ph. D.
9		Technical Support Essentials	Andres R. Sanchez
10		A Whole New Mind, Why Right-Brainers Will Rule the Future	Daniel H. Pink
11		Landing Your First Job: Surefire Ways to Finding the Right Job, Successful Interviewing and Getting the Offer	Andrew Goldsmith
12		The Emotionally Intelligent Manager: How to Develop and Use the Four Key Emotional Skills of Leadership (chm)	David R. Caruso and Peter Salovey
13		Surviving a Layoff: A Week-by-Week Guide to Getting Your Life Back Together	Lita Epstein, MBA

	Business
1		The Sunday Times - How To Write A Business Plan 3rd Edition	Brian Finch
2		Portfolios of the Poor - How the World's Poor Live on 2$ a Day	Daryl Collins, Jonathan Morduch, Stuart Rutherford and Orlanda Ruthven
3		The 22 Immutable Laws of Marketing	Al Ries and Jack Trout
4		Awakening the Entrepreneur Within - How Ordinary People Can Create Extraordinary Companies	Michael E. Gerber
5		Business Plans Handbook - A Compilation of Actual Business Plans Developed by Businesses Throughout North America Volume 5
6		Harvard Business School Publishing - Blue Ocean Strategy - How to Create Uncontested Market Space and Make the Competition Irrelevant	W. Chan Kim and Renee Mauborgne
7		Outliers - The Story of Success	Malcolm Gladwell
8		The Tipping Point - How Little Things Can Make a Big Difference	Malcolm Gladwell
9		Wharton School Publishing - Success Built to Last - Creating A Life That Matters	Jerry Porras , Stewart Emery and Mark Thompson
10		UP in the Black - Size UP. Draw UP. Crank UP. An Overview of How to Start a Business (powerpoint presentation)	Fitz VillaFuerte
11		29 Leadership Secrets From Jack Welch	Robert Slater
12		The McGraw-Hill 36- Hour Course - Business Writing and Communication 2nd Edition	Kenneth W. Davis, Ph. D.
13		Leadership Sopranos Style: How To Become A More Effective Boss (chm)	Deborrah Himsel
14		Psych Yourself Rich: Get the Mindset and Discipline You Need to Build Your Financial Life	Farnoosh Torabi
15		MBA in a Day - What You Would Learn At Top-Tier Business Schools	Steven Stralser, Ph. D.
16		The Sunday Times - How To Motivate People 2nd Edition	Patrick Forsyth
17		The Harvard Business Review Annotated Bibliography - All Articles, 1922 through 2007, with Indexes to Authors, Titles and Subjects	Stephen K. Johnson
18		Mastering Business English : How to Sharpen up Your Communication Skills at Work 4th Edition (epub?)	Michael Bennie
19		Harvard Business Review on Decision Making
20		How To Say It - Business Writing That Works	Adina Rishe Gewirtz
21		Business Plans Handbook - A Compilation of Actual Business Plans Developed by Businesses Throughout North America Volume 18	Lynn M. Pearce, Project Editor
22		The Sunday Times How To Write A Business Plan 2nd Edition	Brian Finch
23		Making the Business Case - Proposals That Succeed for Projects That Work	Ian Gambles

	Baking
1		The 47 Best Chocolate Chip Cookies in the World - Recipes that won the National Chocolate Chip Cookie Contest	Larry and Honey Zisman
2		50 Easy Party Cakes	Debbie Brown
3		700 Cake Recipes
4		Delicious Candy Recipes - The Ultimate Candy Cookbook for America's Sweet Tooth
5		Fast Meals and Quick Snacks - A Cookbook for Teens 2nd Edition	U. S. Department of Agriculture
6		How To Bake - Your Complete Reference Book	Dennis R. Weaver and The Prepared Pantry
7		Martha Stewart's Cookies	Martha Stewart
8		Good Housekeeping - The Great Christmas Cookie Swap Cookbook 60 Large Batch Recipes to Bake and Share
9		Top Secret Recipes - Creating Kitchen Clones Of America's Favorite Brand-Name Foods	Todd Wilbur
10		Williams-Sonoma Cake	Fran Gage
11		baking stuff web pages (rar archive)

	Agri
1		Technology Transfer Strategies And Experiences On Urban and Peri-Urban Agriculture	Simeon S. Crucido , Antonio G. Papa, and Tita T. Garcia
2		Container Gardening: A Way of Growing Vegetables in the City	Kilian S. Devesa and Robert J. Holmer
3		Women Feeding Cities Chapter 3 Gender in jasmine flower-garland livelihoods in peri-urban Metro Manila, Philippines	Raul M. Boncodin, Arma R. Bertuso, Jaime A. Gallentes, Dindo M. Campilan, Rehan Abeyratne and Helen F. Dayo
4		Women Feeding Cities Chapter 15 Incorporating Gender in Urban Agricultural projects
5		Women Feeding Cities Chapter 16 Beyond the Project Cycle: Institutionalizing Gender Mainstreaming
6		Women Feeding Cities Chapter 17 Tool-Box for Gender Sensitive Urban Agriculture Projects
7		Women Feeding Cities Chapter 18 Resources (Annotated Bibliography)
8		Farming in the City: An Annotated Bibliography of Urban and Peri-urban Agriculture in Vietnam with Emphasis on Hanoi	Ngyuyen Thi Tinh, Maarten Warnaars, Ta Thi Bich Duyen, Tran Thi Bich Ngoc
9		Synthesis Bean Program	International Center for Tropical Agriculture (CIAT)
10		Urban Agriculture in Naga City - Cultivating Sustainable Livelihoods Cultivating Sustainable Livelihoods June 2007	Kathryn Hill, Dee Dee Quinnelly, Kaitlin Kazmierowski
11		Philippine Allotment Garden Manual - with an Introduction on Ecological Sanitation	Periurban Vegetable Project (PUVeP) Xavier University College of Agriculture
12		Knott's Handbook for Vegetable Growers 5th Edition	Donald N. Maynard, George J. Hochmuth
13		Healthy City Harvests: Generating Evidence To Guide Policy on Urban Agriculture	Editors: Donald Cole, Diana Lee-Smith, George Nasinyama
14		Advances in Global Change Research37 - Climate Change and Food Security - Adapting Agriculture to a Warmer World	Editors: David Lobell, Marshall Burke
15		The Profitable Hobby Farm - How to Build a Sustainable Local Foods Business	Sara Beth Aubrey
16		Sustainable Agriculture Reviews Volume 1 - Organic Farming, Pest Control and Remediation of Soil Pollutants	Dr. Eric lichtfouse, Editor
17		The Self Sufficient Gardener	John Seymour
18		Growing Herbs Indoors	Gardening by the Yard: episode gby-910 Home and Garden Television
19		Pesticide Certification Training Series - First Aid for Pesticide Poisoning	Oklahoma Cooperative Extension Service - Oklahoma State University
20		Safe Use of Pesticides in the Home and Garden	Oklahoma Cooperative Extension Service - Oklahoma State University
21		Improving Garden Soil Fertility	Oklahoma Cooperative Extension Service - Oklahoma State University
22		Using Pesticides in Greenhouses	Agricultural Extension Service - The University of Tennessee
23		Insects and Related Pests of House Plants	Agricultural Extension Service - The University of Tennessee
24		Plant Galls Cause by Insects and Mites	Oklahoma Cooperative Extension Service - Oklahoma State University
25		Organic Vegetable Gardening	Agricultural Extension Service - The University of Tennessee
26		The Bagworm and its Control	Agricultural Extension Service - The University of Tennessee
27		Why Do Trees Die?	Agricultural Extension Service - The University of Tennessee
28		Culinary Herbs FAQ	Henriette Kress
29		Controlling Turf Pests	How to Booklet (?)
30		The Hobby Greenhouse	Oklahoma Cooperative Extension Service - Oklahoma State University
31		You Can Control Garden Insects	Agricultural Extension Service - The University of Tennessee
32		Earth-Kind Gardening Series Cultural Control Practices	Oklahoma Cooperative Extension Service - Oklahoma State University
33		How to Recognize and Prevent Tree Hazards	Agricultural Extension Service - The University of Tennessee
34		Harvesting and Storing - Fresh Garden Vegetables - with Notes on Nutrition	Jo Ann Robbins, Wm. Michael Colt, Martha Raidl
35		Controlling Vegetable Pests Organically	How to Booklet (?)
36		Insect Defoliators of Ornamental Trees and Shrubs	Agricultural Extension Service - The University of Tennessee
37		Disease and Insect Control in Home Fruit Plantings	Steve Bost, Karen Vail, Frank Hale
38		The Seeds of Concern - The Genetic Manipulation of Plants	David R. Murray
39		Gardening in the Zone - Container Gardening	Liz Gilman, Iowa Gardening Magazine
40		Tissue Culture in the Home Kitchen - Its not as hard as you think!	Rick Walker
41		The One-Straw Revolution	Masanobu Fukuoka
42		The Gardener's Handbook	Louchuck
43		Fundamentals of Organic Agriculture	Iowa State University - University Extension
44		Organic Gardening for Dummies 2nd Edition	Ann Whitman, Suzanne DeJohn
45		The Natural Way of Farming - The Theory and Practice of Green Philosophy	Masanobu Fukuoka
46		The Organic Gardener - How to Create Flower, Vegetable, Herb and Fruit Gardens Using Completely Natural Techniques	Christine and Michael Lavelle
47		Agri (web pages rar archives)

Teoryang Romantisismo, succintly defined as pagtakas sa katotohanan, was my graduation codename, conveniently imposed against my will, and the said graduation i ditched, only reinforced the stigma of the said label. seriously pisses me off.

coherent, much? right now, i don't have the will to fix it. live with it.

the point is that i immerse myself in massive volumes of augmented, artificial experiences contained in books and tv programs as a substitute for the mundane, pathetic excuse of a pseudo-life i've been living these past five years. Just thinking of it makes me want to bury myself alive, but alas i'm too pathetic and scared that i can't even do it.

i was doing well these past few months because i've been productive to an extent. but the paranoia is creeping in again. i've been faking enthusiasm, but it's getting harder when the entire time i just want to snap my neck in half just to permanently get out of it. i seriously need to find a way to reverse this. i'm sinking back into my old habits.

on a lighter note, i've been simmering a scifi universe in my head for months now. no idea whether it can work its way out into paper. i was looking over scifi books to make sure i don't unintentionally plagiarize, only to find out i've only read a handful. so i was under the impression that i'm unworthy of writing scifi if i'm not even aware of what i'm supposed to live up to. of course, that's impossible because i've never even tried writing fiction before, but i should still try. :P so, while searching, i only encountered mostly classics from the 40s until the 80s. i decided to hoard them nonetheless. i found it difficult to find more recent or more "advanced" stories, which is weird. most of the books i found are despite very well-written and well thought out, are mostly just modified version of cliche space operas and dystopias. or maybe, they spawned the cliches. :P i found them convoluted and rather "clinical" in approach, almost impersonal. this is probably the main reason, why most readers steer clear of them. they alienate people despite how awesome they really are, and end up being rejected without even getting to the better parts. of course, my opinions could still change because i've only briefly scanned them instead of completely immersing myself.

but still, i couldn't shake off the feeling that i've read better, even if i literally hadn't yet. later, i realized that i'm not so clueless regarding scifi since 90% of the anime i've been devouring my entire life are scifi-based. some of them, no matter how fast-paced and action-packed still end up on the trash bin because of how convoluted the explanation parts are. surely, at first i only watch them because of the giant flying robots fight scenes, but later as i grew older, i came to appreciate the premise and philosophical discourse more.

in my head, i want my story to be as addictive as chick lit so it could be digested by more people. but it turns out that if i do that, i might run the risk of dumbing it down. luckily for me, i've witnessed the anime industry trying to overcome this for a couple of decades. one of the shows that succeeded at marketing to a mainstream audience is Haruhi Suzumiya no Yuutsu. the problem with it is that brainless drones/fans completely overlooked the epic awesomeness of its scifi aspect, which is sad. all they remember are the gratuitous fanservice disguised as sexual harassment. SO SAD! D:

ANIME SCIFI
PRO: awesome awesome premises, excessive philosophical introspection, psychosis simulation, violent violence LOL, to easier empathize with characters
CON: overly commercial and peppered with dirty marketing tricks

CLASSIC WESTERN SCIFI
PRO: authors had freedom from tv execs thus more crazy, they're classic so obviously the best of their time
CON: at this point in time they're already dated, convoluted explanations

anyhoo, i hope i don't forget the stuff before i write it down. XD

it's been awhile since i've last thought about blogging. updates on my last update: i quit on pursuing kikayness, because 1.) it's expensive and i still don't have a job, 2.) it's just not me. i'm not swearing it off completely, but i'm simply not hygienic vain enough to do all that constant maintenance. the only maintenance i do is before and after i leave the house.

my writing is getting more dismal by the second. ugh.

anyway, i'm not depressed anymore and i've learned a lot, maybe even more than when i was at school, but i'm still too chicken to talk to random people i don't really know let alone impress interviewers.

another thing is that i'm going to visit the national center for mental health in a few days. i hope i get there in one piece.

AND

everyone wants to get rid of you when you're at the top.


incredible, right?




in any case, i'm sort of contemplating about opening another blog for my new life... stop laughing! i mean it. then again, this one really grew on me. not to mention, it has been a witness to a lot of crap i've been dishing out to myself. so, i guess i'll stick with this. and besides, i still have that other wordpress account that's been rotting since forever.

so, i'm making this pact(cheesy, much?) that i will keep documenting all my crap until i've completely pulled myself out of the dumps.


meanwhile, in a completely different universe, i've been obsessed with... make-up. unimaginable! specially how superficial i used to think of it was. but, i've been brainwashed by all those blogs and videos on youtube that i gave up the fight and succumbed to the dark side. i don't own any other than a few eyeliners, but we'll see until after i get a job. :)