it's been awhile since i've last thought about blogging. updates on my last update: i quit on pursuing kikayness, because 1.) it's expensive and i still don't have a job, 2.) it's just not me. i'm not swearing it off completely, but i'm simply not hygienic vain enough to do all that constant maintenance. the only maintenance i do is before and after i leave the house.

my writing is getting more dismal by the second. ugh.

anyway, i'm not depressed anymore and i've learned a lot, maybe even more than when i was at school, but i'm still too chicken to talk to random people i don't really know let alone impress interviewers.

another thing is that i'm going to visit the national center for mental health in a few days. i hope i get there in one piece.