last night i've been so psyched about the site i checked out. but right now, i'm losing it. i'm supposed to write zillions of kickass write-ups, but then i got bored. i figured, "what is the point of writing something kickass if i'm not getting the monetary credit it deserves?" And then i also thought, "what is the point of exerting effort for something if its not going to be absolutely brilliant according to my standards?" i'm crazy, you think? i'm obviously aware of it, and not in the proper frame of mind to do anything about it.

also, i decided to try ptc. i'm aware that the payouts are low, slow and 90% of them are scams. then again, i'm this for the lulz. so, piss off... kidding. have some internet cake. *hands over cake*

anyhow, i'm also thinking of changing my layout. i deciding between getting something free, designing my own, or altering someone else's sans their consent. i really love this one, but the designers might not be too happy about it after i start making profit out of this blog.

indecision is one of biggest banes of my existence. *kills self*